My behaviour at times isnt acceptable i loose my temper severely and i apologize for that alot of people here on jsp look up to me
and i was no better then a child on saint patties day i was intoxicated so i snapped a little harder then i should have
nothing happened to me but it wasnt the proper behaviour on my part
with great power comes great responsibility and i abused that because i was upset
i like to help people not harm them
and carny i said some things to you that i shouldnt looking back like slit ur wrists im very sorry about that it was wrong of me
alot of you may think this is me being defeated however its not
its me coming to my senses as i get older i realise i want to be the change i wish to see in the world
its taking alot more out of me to say im sorry to all of you that i have hurt then it would be to just continue being a jerk
i have a kid on the way and i need to start showing the example n set my childish ways aside
anyways hope u all have a wonderful day
