Want to be happy again, feel like people and interactions are genuine.

I rather be blind to the shit like when I was young

Than play this game of life the way it gets played.

I play and act slow or lost, better that way than crashing into you.

It's turning into, I don't even give a shit if I don't win.

As long as I'm not Intentionally creating crashes for others,

I'll consider that a win.

Goodmorning world.

hope your day goes well

Likewise

Cypher in the matrix thought this way also.
You know he was the bad guy, right?

Sir, I do believe his actions would be labeled as crashing.

If I understand my opening statement,

I'm relating more towards Tobi, and choosing not to become Obito

This post was edited by ImSorryImTrying on Oct 11 2024 05:27am

As corny as it is, be the change you want to see in the world. It sounds like you're trying

"I rather be blind to the shit" sounds like someone with no intestinal fortitude and ready to quit.
How is that trying?

I said I want to feel like people and interactions are genuine bud.

Meaning, in my experience

I've encountered people more often than not, having negative intentions or rather fake face.

So I rather be blind to it, than notice it.

And thank you, I am.

Change is difficult, and more so when emotion and acknowledging that I'm not 18,21 anymore.

People are like onions, you don't want to peel them too much.