Current Raffle Pot: 23,929
So I actually purchased a couple tickets last night when the jackpot was over 29,000! Nearly 30,000 even.
But I had only matched one number. After a tennis match went very unlucky for me on a sports bet Friday.
I figured why not? Aye, Caramba!! Gambling has been too much of an addiction for me. I need some encouragement to break my bad habits.
It's like an eating addiction. Which I'm also dealing with. Like it's 1:20 a.m. right now and I'm wanting to eat a big and juicy cheeseburger with fries.
I can pray. I can meditate. I can do a lot of things. But I can't beat the battles inside my own mind. I've got no willpower and I'm mentally weak guys.
At this point I consider winning not giving up and to keep working hard. To accomplish whatever goals I set out for myself. Even if I fail for the millionth time.