Yea I'm definitely autistic but only slightly retarded

Right now at this time I cannot do anything unless I drink or do drugs


Without substances I'm basically a vegetable... I'll just sleep all day until can't sleep anymore then I get up and start drinking beer

then just do that
your body recovers this way
you're so fried, especially your dopamine centers
you need to literally just lay there and be bored for a while

Yep... But u can only sleep or lay there so long

Then I start drinking beer when I wake up

How the fuck do I just lay there and do nothing all day

i thought you're so disciplined and strong willed?
literally just chill bro lmao
go for a walk in nature or hike
just don't do anything unnatural
no alcohol, no other dopamine
just relaxing shit
don't even listen to music

This post was edited by ZhMoon on Mar 19 2026 04:27am

I am... More than anyone I know


But my mind is too active to just do nothing....

But I have no interest in doing anything if I'm sober


My best friend said he would of killed himself years ago if he had my brain / mind


I'm a rare breed....

nah you're just full of yourself and a loser who made money
that's it

You are right.... to an extent


All people are just people

Humans are humans

We are all equal


But.... Im special with a capital R

Jk... I know I'm not an average human... But I don't think I'm better than anyone

This post was edited by DALTONG on Mar 19 2026 04:37am

Ive found its pretty easy to quit things when you actually want to. Not like the "im not addicted i can quit when I want" but actually want to. I quit smoking cold turkey like 10 years ish ago. Quitting the hard liquor about 5 years ago was a bit harder because I was a very heavy drinker when it came to the hard stuff and the sweats and shakes for a few days were miserable. Now I just enjoy a reasonable amount of beer. I tell you this as encouragement because it is possible to do on your own I never tried rehab either, but I did go to a few meetings when I was first Quitting and just didnt find the value in it.

That fuckin first ringer of the night boy

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I'm not smoking any more. Not smoking any less though, either.