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Apr 8 2026 11:04am
So ya u all know I'm a fucking peice of shit


I've relapsed twice


I hate myself and want to die


Can't explain why


I'm worth about 1 mil USD and I don't wanna live anymore


Yes dear diary... Don't even comment unless u have been where I am now... Which most of you pussies have never been


I think it's love that I'm missing in my life


I'm scared to love someone.... Last person I was with loved me but I didn't love them.


You need to find long-term goals to chase. People need a purpose.
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Apr 8 2026 11:41am
We have a lot of those here in gc


When I'm turning my cans into the redemption center or visit salvation army, I am reminded that if these outstanding contributors can work I don't see much of a case for anyone else.

This post was edited by lolkggz on Apr 8 2026 11:42am
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Apr 8 2026 11:51am
When I'm turning my cans into the redemption center or visit salvation army, I am reminded that if these outstanding contributors can work I don't see much of a case for anyone else.


I had this neighbor who lived in the apartment upstairs on full benefits section 8 her whole life. We used to do yard work cuz it was in our lease but the landlord took it out and said he was gonna pay her to do it and she would complain that we stopped doing it.
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Apr 8 2026 11:59am
I had this neighbor who lived in the apartment upstairs on full benefits section 8 her whole life. We used to do yard work cuz it was in our lease but the landlord took it out and said he was gonna pay her to do it and she would complain that we stopped doing it.


:rofl:
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Apr 8 2026 12:09pm
Don't encourage people to take care of a living things if they cannot take care of themselves. Thats a recepie for disaster.


such wisdom
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Apr 8 2026 12:26pm
You don’t have to seek out the love of a partner. I’m sure some of your friends love you? Cherish that love while you work on yourself, until you love yourself.

As for drug addiction, sometimes relapse is a part of your story. It doesn’t make you any worse if you relapse. You just have to learn from those faults and use that knowledge to get past them.


Do you have a good support system? Lean on them as much as you can.
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Apr 8 2026 12:36pm
Have you tried distracting yourself by caring more about others?
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Apr 8 2026 01:54pm
I feel you I don't wanna live either. Never fit in with any group of people no matter how hard I tried. Never really had any hobbies or interests, I've always just blew in the wind with no direction.
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Apr 8 2026 08:12pm
Cup your sack, bb boi
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Apr 9 2026 04:40am
i have schizophrenia. everyday i feel like shit and want to .. :cry:
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