Blessings on your journey yo!
Thanks mate!
I'm sorry to hear that but also not sorry to hear that you've gone 6 weeks sober. I haven't done that since I've started drinking 15 or so years ago. Longest I went was like 3 weeks and went back. But when I drink I don't get crazy or violent or anything.
My main concern for myself is the health aspect. I know it's not good for me and will eventually kill me if I keep on my path, but I'm just glad it's not like socially destructive for me. It's not destroying my job or my home life or anything. But with so many variations of alcohol, it is extremely hard to quit/ slow down.
Purely drinking I just getting tired and moody. After 1-2 beers I chase other substances and stay up for days at a time.
Health is always a big concern but the fun I’m having always seems to creep back into my life even though I spend a day or two in bed after a big weekend. It’s a rough cycle.