Yeah it's pretty much it. I think about her pretty much everyday and I still have those moments that when something big happen i'm thinking for a split second ''I'll call mom'' and then realize I can't.

I used to think about my sister every waking moment and even had nightmares feeling guilty about it all. After a few years I learned to kind of live my life more and think about her in better ways not just my guilt since it was eating my soul slowly.
I see things that she would love and always think, "I should tell my sister." then it occurs to me that I cannot do that and it hurts. She loved Harry Potter so I am ready to play Hogwarts Legacy when I build my new PC in a in memory type thing.
It gets hard and people tell me how to feel all the time and I just ignore them, I'll do things at my own timeline.
If you need to talk you can pm me or I have discord if you want it. Happy moments are good to focus on though I have learned, which was hard for me at first.

Going to make Shrimp Fra Diavolo tonight, will post pics as long as I don't fck it up too bad

This post was edited by MadMardi on Mar 22 2023 11:02am

No mistake only happy little accident

make sure to include a picture of the beer, I can tell you're a very healthy guy

It's really hard to fck that up by the way, its a pasta LMAO

I don't drink beer and it's not pasta.

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Oh then ur already making it wrong

cause beer is bad for your health
so is weed

But HIV is good for you.

Ty deafviking i now know what is good and bad for me

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I think people often forget to take care of their mental health, what a curious case