Im sure it will. I was NEVER like this. I think I just experienced so much trauma in such a short time it's the literal last thing on my mind and I'm workkng on myself and learning to be depended on myself
you didnt just have hard hits, you had them back to back. that takes a toll. do you, focus on you and the rest will fall into place.
setbacks WILL happen, you WILL get knocked back on your ass, dont stress it, just keep swimming.