I hope i can say this without upsetting you, and with all the respect you deserve as a fellow jsp'er - I don't know math. I don't know you. But i do know that this from the outside has a lot of coincidence with what a sudden mental health situation can look like, a manic episode for example. Sudden inspiration, especially math or religion based, pressured thinking, desperation to connect, maybe feeling frustrated or isolated. Getting into it with reddit is not a healthy sign, the scattered nature of your writing here is not a healthy sign.
Again with concern and respect, mental health issues can arise at any age, and obviously are much more likely if anyone in your family has history of depression, bipolar disorder, schizophrenia or others. Someone experiencing mania or other mental health issues, especially for first time, is unfortunately unlikely to seek help independently. Talk with someone you trust could recognize if you're acting different from usual. Please don't wait until things deteriorate or you find yourself in a crisis.
There are many brilliant, professional number theorists whose careers and interests center on primes. There are also many people whose brilliant brain chemistry suddenly works against them, often in ways that are manageable if someone is aware and willing to look for help. Anyways hope you have a safe landing.
I understan what it looks like... Ths the entire poblem.... I'm looking for a contact someone I can just talk to and I guarantee you it'll be hook line and sinker... That moment of "there could be some doubt" stopped after the first hour... I've shared this with relatives etc... this is real... But I appreciate your concern
Mark my words.... You will hear about this, te world will... Numbers dont lie... Want to see the first page of my draft proof right now? I'm almost somewhat hesitant... Because I'm not completed with it yet I've literally already sent it to Annels at printon, its published on zedoto i have a DOI... Some members on the eam know how i a, with being meticulously organization and math... I keep askin mysef... Why me...
This post was edited by Costello on Apr 9 2026 11:26am