explain what you pictured vs who you are today
As a child I pictured myself to be someone for the force of Good, Jedi Knight type of shit, but then as I grew older I started to see some connotations between fiction and reality.
Templar Knights vs Order 66...
What the fuck? If that was True or is True?
[Whilst putting up a facade of sorts, people don't like somebody that they are not attracted to...appearance is a psychological weapon of sorts...]
The Garden of Eden, all those Biblical Stories...
I look at myself and I am nowhere near that, probably negative if you had to scale it with numbers.
...Today...
Just an older and wiser fool of sorts?
Every single day I still learn something about myself...
...Penitence and conviction hit me for like 20 years or so and in recent years, perhaps even before, I just stopped giving a fuck to the point where I hate myself.
This post was edited by TyraeLucifer on Jul 19 2025 07:39pm