I'm tired. And tomorrow saturday it's going to be even more stressful. Somehow, life was less stressful when i was drinking. When you don't drink, you start caring about other things, which causes more stress. Good for whom, bad for whom, who can tell... that's a quote from the series Coldtiz, from 1972, i truly recommend it, one of the best series i've ever seen. Council members at nightmare travincal belching out gear from my berserk barb, also using find item, 170% magic find, so that's fun though. Getting in 2 hours a day. That's not bad. Just glad i'm not at the front lines in some war. Or maybe. I use to say to people today, if i was 10 again, knowing what i know now, i would with high certainty go into the military, a meaningful job is more important than anything. We don't learn about leadership in any other job. Just get kicked and shoved and don't think for yourself. In the military, they teach you that.
But who knows. Power. What would you do if you won the eurojackpot at 150 million $? Could you affect the war? Lol, perhaps enough to buy 3 tanks and support crews..... ridiculous. But you can do other things. Make a better society. That goes to the ex-norwegian, now cypriot, john fredriksen, how many billions does he have, yet does not do anything useful with it.......... he shoudl be funding economy classes in schools, teach the young about economy, how to make a business run, in any field of work in society. To try to get rid of this hyena or dog-eat-dog-mentality that still runs in much of the business world. Bring up the knowledge level - and we get rid of the bullying.
Yeah. 20-30 minutes of macgyver and d2 and i have to go sleep. Gonna be a long day tomorrow. And guess what. It's only visiting family. Should be relax and nice, but i know it's not. It's like going to a highly stressful job.
Lol, why did i not think to ask here before? Listen to this: What would you do, if one of your parents, made dinner. And they never wash their hands. They touch everything, food, knives, plates. Lick their fingers occasionally, dry them on their clothes. Use the same washcloth through the entire day, and never washes or rinses it. And when you try to tell them, in utter shock, they're like "Oh, a little bit of bacteria and dirt isn't dangerous!" .. and, "A little dirt is just healthy!" .......... truly undelicate. Pots, pans, plates, cutlery and glasses are often dirty. Washing up is like, do everything in the same basin, that gets dirty fast, and never rinse it in running clean water after to get rid of soapy dirty water. Just a shitty quick scrub, dry in kitchen towel, throw it back into the closet.
What would you do then? And they just act like it's the most natural thing in the world to be like that. You try to tell them, they get pissed off. What would you do then? And they've been like this for 20 years.
At least i found a cool track. Had to search through 5 of these to find a decent one. Share'em if you have'em. I find psychill, downtempo and these types of music is good when at home and relaxing. I don't listen to Motörhead and Rammstein all the time .... just some times ^^
Psychedelic Deep Trance & Psychill Music Mix
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=utJVjCahVbs