Staking. I got to 12b all on stream sold a little and lost the rest since then I've been constantly taking lends every month since I stream I get up to 100m lends dailey I spend nearly almost all my income on osrs gp to not only entertain but feed my fucking gambling addiction I now have because either you wanna admit it or not osrs gold holds IRL value. I did have substance abuse problems and have got sober but in a way this is equally as bad. Ironman is not an option I cant restart years of work. Just play the game doesn't work. Sigh I know you trolls are gonna eat this up but I can't talk about this any where else.

Every month I have to dump 500$ plus to pay osrs gold debt this shit is way out of hand

Get off the net and go to a free clinic. Only one who can start the process of getting help is you. Seek therapy if this isnt a troll thread

It's not a troll thread wouldn't it be silly to say what I'm doing though noone will take me serious.

Like i said. You are the only one who can truly help yourself. If you know you have a problem. Seek true professional help. Have a willingness to care about yourself to truly get better. Go to a free clinic get advice on where to get help. Its out there bud trust me

This.

"Ironman is not an option I cant restart years of work. Just play the game doesn't work."
Where did that work get you? In debt on a fucking game dude. Get help.

/edit i dont want this comment to come off as rude, I genuinely think you need to find the help violence1252 suggested. If you already have a following for streaming why not try to turn that into an actual channel or something and get away from the gambling

This post was edited by HeratisM on Nov 12 2019 04:34pm

It’s no different then any other addiction you have to address the issue and actually want to change.

Based addict

I have 40k total views and 3k /followers all were based on me gambling and giveaways
I am not sure if I even wanna stream anymore I'm always baited to stake. Right now I'm 1.4b in debt last month I was 1.8

I honestly can't take it anymore

Edit.

Get help how? Tell them I have a staking problem in a medieval java based game? Noone would believe me

This post was edited by leftoverd2jsp on Nov 12 2019 06:45pm

Gambling is gambling, the arena is no different than a regular casino where you play roulette.

Streaming for people who only watching you because of the sand casino is a very toxic environment to setup up, all the 1000b in debt streamers are utter degenerates and even more so the viewers.

Time to nut up bud and face the music.

This post was edited by Tankist on Nov 12 2019 07:10pm