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Aug 25 2018 11:18pm

PLEASE IF YOU HAVE NOTHING NICE TO SAY DO NOT POST HERE! THIS IS FOR ME NOT FOR YOU!

A little backstory, i have played RS since i was 10 (24 now). Me and my little brother would account share. However, it wasnt account sharing, it was me being the big brother and making that fucker kill yak's, or train hunter, or mine shit etc. He was the best Bot there ever was.
Our birthdays were 12-8 and 12-17, so we would always pick a day in the middle (a weekend) and celebrate together. One party, ever since we were little (he was prob 5, were 4 years apart).
This december, 12-11-17, my little brother was killed on his first day home working for me. I live just down the street from my parents with my fiance, and he was supposed to be coming over. He was late home, i called the cops and they said he was in an accident, but wouldnt tell me where. I left the house in a panic to find him, only to see the cops/fire dept etc posted up at the end of the road (very quiet residential area). He went off the road going 30mph, and a piece of the fence stabbed him, however they arent sure if his heart stopped before he went off the road (the computer in the car shows he never hit the gas/brakes or turned.)

Here i am, 8 months later, and just now trying to get my shit together. I have a daughter (4) whos amazing, and a fiance who i have been with for 3 years, but we "dated" in highschool for 2 years as well (yes i broke the motha fuckin friendzone!!)

I remember back in the day, when our dad would be in his "moods" we would sneak down to the basement and play RS on my laptop together. It got us through some dark times.

So, here i am, im playing RS again in hopes im able to stay with you all for a little longer!! (i have suicidal thoughts but wont act on them due to my daughter who i could never hurt like that)

My only goal is to get full bandos + whip + fury w/ Ahrims + guthans
Second goal is to get an SGS
Third goal is to max i guess idk. just killing time

THE HERO OF THAT GROSS COUPLE

My little brother, Matt

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The_Buzz_Lightyear

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Aug 25 2018 11:26pm

The Fiance

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Aug 25 2018 11:43pm

gl man, best of luck!

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Aug 25 2018 11:51pm

Sorry for your loss, my condolences.
Have fun, should help bring back those great memories.
Best of luck to you, keep your head up.

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Aug 26 2018 12:12am

Damn dude that’s rough. Hopefully playing again will keep you close to those good memories of you and your brother. Depression is rough too, I’m glad you have a bright light to help you see through that darkness. Add me in game and will do some mid level bossing and shit. Ign: ioe / yikes af

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Aug 26 2018 12:33am

Quote (Climbing @ Aug 25 2018 10:43pm)

gl man, best of luck!

Quote (MfTillDeath @ Aug 25 2018 10:51pm)

Sorry for your loss, my condolences.
Have fun, should help bring back those great memories.
Best of luck to you, keep your head up.

thanks m8
its weird, remembering him is so painful, i only get a "flash" of memories before they are pushed aside. This kinda stuff (mindless gaming) does help me process shit

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ty ty
added you