Quote (SoftSpeaker @ Apr 5 2011 08:16pm)
ish your going crazy lately
hate to see you lose $
I know. Just not enjoying the game at all anymore.
The skills I have left, I don't enjoy. They're grind, grind, grind.
The PvM I have left, I don't enjoy. We're some 150 dry at Nex, almost. It'd be fun if we saw shit, and I know to think logically, it's not always going to be this dry, but dunno. Just bored.
Mainly did it for the rush, as bad as that sounds. I'm lucky I won, and think it'll be enough to keep me at bay of the arena for a little bit. But don't worry. You won't be saying, 'Ish, sorry to hear you got cleaned', any time soon. I'm not a dumbass, I can manage my finance well enough to keep my head above the water.
Worst case scenario, if I totally fuck up, and go balls to the walls, I'll have some kind of actual reason to leave this game. It's always been about Stats and Money - I stopped enjoying this long, long ago. Remember I've got some 500 days playtime on my account. Shit gets boring.
Need to move on, so if I do, it's for the best. For the foreseeable future, though, I'll be around. Still want that Torva and Pernix.