This is a bunch of random thoughts I threw together in slightly poetic form, I suppose, while laying in bed thinking last night. I know it's poorly written and random, but if you can just read it and give me a little feedback I'd appreciate it.


Laying there, staring at the ceiling.
Thoughts running rapidly, nothing was clear
Nothing to say, I didn’t understand.
Something to be accomplished, striving to succeed.
Knowing it would be gone by morning
Tired of this shit, mistakes, cant think straight
What the hell is the matter? They thought
The unexplainable is to blame
Nothing to show for, will it come?
Tired of this shit, “do you remember that?”
Thoughts clear, beginning to write.


Filling in the blanks, is the hardest thing
Sentences, full sentences, nothing makes sense
Everything and nothing to live for
Anguish, depression, what the fuck was it for?
“Cause you remind me of a time”
Memories flashing like a god damn photo reel
Why? She screamed
Anger
“When we were, so alive”
I hate you
Blindness brings corruption
Is this the life we’re forced to live?
“Do you remember that?”
On repeat, like the brutal cycle of life
To live and die for yourself, everyone
Eraser shavings litter the sheets
What the fuck happened?
Over and over again, through my head
“Do you remember that?”
“Do you remember that?”
Never satisfied, no one
Is this the way it’s going to be?
No I’m not stupid
What the fuck happened?
“Do you remember that?”
Is this the way it’s going to be?
What the fuck happened?
“Do you remember that?”
“Do you remember that?”
“Do you remember that?”
“Do you remember that?”