They were a family of four, a mother, a daugther and two sons.
The eldest sold weed, crack and owned a gun.
True, it wasn't loaded, but it still had effect,
it gave him cred, made respect, and chased the wannabes to heck.
He started in the small, then he got sassier and sassier.
There wasn't longer doe enough in just dealin'.
So he made a plan with a partner, cause they needed some cash.
They crashed in to a hardware store, and bailed with the stash.
A juice became many, wanted more, the boy lost the count.
Who knows what drove him? Was it fame or the trill of the hunt?
His friends were hard, his foes were the cops.
The boy's all grown up now, he didn't need no familiy.
He got a one mill appartment,
fucking women got a race. The thin ones with silicon and lots of tan in their face,
that want clothes.
But he also gave his women trashing, without making a face.
Cause he was cold and heartless, never stressed, hard against the hard,
seriously consciousless.
He used roids to get big, took sun, and cared for himself.
He used pliers - when collecting debts.
He stood when someone hit him, he reigned from the throne,
cause he was on top of the world, happy with the situation.
But there was something in his dreams at night that haunted -
it was a twelve year old gauntly pale and bloody boy that taunted:
Watch out now. I know you just wanted to be cool. You wanted to live a life without limits,
but there's things you're not seeing,
no matter what you may think, it got bigger consequences,
than you wanted.
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She had alot of dreams, got the man that she loved, two sons and a daugther.
For many years the house was filled with laughter.
5 o'clock after work, when the man got home,
he put his arms around his wife glad not to be alone.
It was like this 'til a day, when the man skipped the hugging.
He smelled of cheap perfume, and worse to come.
So he laid the cards on the table, and explained the situation
He had meat another lady, and wanted a seperation.
She was heartbroken, desperate and pissed off,
but she fought like crazy to keep the kids.
Wanted to keep them together, give them love,
give them a sense of security as they grow.
She wanted to learn them about honesty -
It was a harsh time with bills, and food to be bought,
she worked late at night to get what she sought.
And the kids they grew and had to learn,
that their mom was never home when they needed to talk.
She knew it and ran away into dissapointment and bitterness.
Now she drank - to hide away her bad conscience.
Frighten away the feeling of slowly being strangled,
in a thought that all she gave was for naught.
Watch out now. There is no one there to watch for them.
Before you knew what was happening,
the sweet life you knew said good bye. It is never easy to get up, when the one you love
leaves you.
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It's an eternal calling from the day you are born.
I've got older siblings myself, so I know how it's like.
Cause early you must learn, so a good brother you can be.
So before the little brother in this story became a teen,
was he certain of his goals.
He wanted to be like his brother, big and harder,
in him he had found his long lost father.
But with grades going down, he got trouble with his mom,
so he did like hos brother, and said F this exam.
This happened in the days when 501 was what you weared.
He broke in to a store, and sold it, no one heared.
He told his brother, he was so proud and wanted to boast,
but the brother only laughed and called him a little chicken.
"I'm gonna prove to you, to everone, that I can dare, that I'm trying."
"You don't dare shit boy, you're just lying."
I promise you a big brother that mocks you, is worse than you could know.
So now he sat in his room, making his plans fo'sho.
The snow came the night the boy made his move.
He snuck out of his room, went out on the porch,
and climbed quick down from fourth;
what were his affairs?
He went over to a car, picked the lock, coupled the engine, and started it,
unfortunately.
110, 120, it's going way to fast.
There comes a bang, the car goes up in a blast.
The snow is falling and falling, as if to say it's over at last.
In the wreckage lies the body of a twelve year old boy.
Rest now boy. You were the one that no one watched out for.
You wanted everyone to see you, but now you're resting in peace,
I hope the angels will watch over you, so nothing ill will happen.
This post was edited by Dragon_Reborn on Jun 16 2008 10:26am