I was drunk when i wroe this so i know its messed up


I’ll miss this:
(Dedicated to Nikie)

Deep in my confusion
I feel your illusion
The love is coming
The feel is numbing

And sometimes I wanna see the see the skyline
And nothing’s wrong
And sometimes I wish you were mine
So I wrote this song.

Why do you do these things to me
You killed me, don’t you see?

And what happens when I become the man I hate.
Running numbers for some prick , and coming home late.
What about you never loving me, just maybe
Its 12:30 and your not home, but I’m here rocking the baby.
While everything crashes
My life just turns to ashes
Don’t miss me I’m just a hack
When im gone just carry on and smile back.


You say “Baby please this is the last time”
No, im sorry Your not mine.
Tonight is the last night
To do what’s right

I look at the empty room
My soon to be tomb.

Just take another pill
Ya I bet you, you will

I didn’t mean to cause no pain
My tears dropping on my shirt like rain
The light is dimming
My mind stops swimming

Sitting there dead holding your picture
Last wish was just to be with her.


Then I wake up sunshine, with birds singing
There’s my love out side just swinging
I walk up to Nikki and kiss her
I cry one tear and tell her I missed her.

Damn gfg, Hm... when getting drunk or high, the real emotions come out.

LOL...Eminem much?