You are a hypocrite man-child stuck on some B-game fifteen years past its prime. You will most likely die before you give up this weird pixel obsession, but it will be worth it because you showed that punk ass newb who’s the boss in this meaningless online community. Some weird, perverted sense of justice misguided by your dwindling testosterone seems to validate your ridiculous efforts. You rove around online claiming victory when you “beat” someone in a duel or even when you double-cross someone who mistakenly trusted your lying ass... who really lost here? Every time you log in to this decaying game you only contribute a little bit to your own depersonalization. What the hell are you doing to yourself? Seek help, go outside, touch a tree, read a book, anything. You don’t even know what is happening to you...
Hopefully you will wake up and destroy this pit in your life. Move on. There are so many better things in life. On the other hand, when you can’t have children because you wasted time here, not to mention the fact that 99% of you are barely healthier than a dead homeless man, your inferior DNA will die with you. Carry on, make this world better by dying off.
I will not be answering questions, feel free to contact your parents (shouldn’t be hard, you still live with them). They will agree with me.