Quote (d2jspcalves @ Wed, Dec 26 2007, 06:29am)
we have been dating for over a year now... i think that our relationship has turned more to like a hookupbuddy friend relationship so its hard for me to like love really love her. i love her and all but shes not the girl i want to spend the rest of my life with. but each and everyday she falls more in love with me especially after the xmas presents... god dammit BEBE and victorias secrets. i kinda fell bad casue im always talking to other girls and stuff and im in tahoe right now iand i have like a little ski ddate tomarow.
I had the same thing when I was living in Hawaii.. I told her straight up "I just wanna have sex, I'm moving to Japan in a year, not looking for a long term commitment. I just wanna have fun"
she said ok. we had sex for 7 months. Then one day she said "I want to be your girlfriend, not just a hook-up"
I said bye. .... I'm such an asshole.