keep telling urself that lol

mutas are just to maintain supply/air control

you don't get enough mutas, you lose
you lose muta fight, you lose

because of spores/defender's advantage and defending with armor armor vs armor attack, ling multitasking is what ACTUALLY wins games in zvz in even games

most super late zvz's transition into ultra/infestor after the horribly long muta/ling "midgame"

aka boring matchup that no one likes to watch

for every muta you lose make a spore
see how enemy mutas cant do shit to your base
gg wp

then you realise good micro with mutas pulling them away with the insane hp regen destroys your spores

then you realize that playing zvz is like counting jellybeans in a jar

Then you woke up.