just like being gay

this is exactly how i was

then i met this girl

then this happened

neither way works whatsoever

nah man your too young for love
most of us are
fuck im only 18, nn love at this age
just enjoy life and shit

aye

there is nothing to enjoy


and i really hope you aren't trying to tell me im too young to feel love

although i've kinda stopped believing that anyone else could ever feel it for me

no not feel
but to be in love, yes
trust me man, once you find that 1 gal you'll know
it will be equal
i duno
just sayen, enjoy your youth worry about the other shit when your old

...

not sure whats happening but this is weird to me

not trying to be mean, but that's really gay, plenty of time to meet different people / enjoy stuff

shit happens, just suppress it and it'll fade in time

and eventually, after suppressing enough of your problems you can always resort to suicide

or cancer, whatever is first