I go on euhcl at times, it's like ther are people there, i do wirte msgs occasionally, they do answer too... sometimes i even find people that play reguraly, they add me too at tmes, i mean not many, but ther'e there.... there are people playin... n there are not alwyas those in the chat, ppl got private servers... yes there may be botters.... but there are ppl playin too.. let's drag the ox instead of lettin the ox drag us over the cliff.. you gotta use botth the carrott n the stick..... it's easier to build succes upons uccess... like builin a brick wall, like i've done that, its fun, but takes some doin, my boss was crazy though, he didn't teach me anything....... but when you get goin, it's not so bad, you get teh first line/shift right, you gotta place those corner pillars correct, n that's the key, you gotta know the blueprint, he never taught me that, even if i asked a few times, he saw me as fugure tompetition, n he didn't wanna teach me ... so it was like a bad situation .. but you still gotta keep going, you gotta try, at least i knew hot o lay a brick well, n you can see you know, when you got through town, look at the brick work ...... look at the brick joints .. it is very easy to see if there was either a badly taught apprentice, or someone simply not giving a shit damn, or someone with some skill in their hands that did the joints.... 90% i see is not up to the standard, and it makes me quite pizzed, knowing i took that much abuse to gid gud within 2 yeras, n i quit 2 more years after, yet someo ther fkin azzhole works sloppy n shitty n makes 3000$ a month making shit work, yet slips by because nobody cares... but it's okay, i know i did goo work, yes i made mistakes, but not many, though i mad ea bad mistake onse xD And i will admit to it. Boss and i (the crazy leo boss...) was putting up a wall at a house, brick wall, around the house, but we began at one place ... he was so pissed that day idk why... he told me to set up the leveling telescope in a mound of soil, on some plywood he threw onto there. I was like okay .... he was placing hte corner pillars, i was setting up the telecscope... it's lik,e okay, i tried tellign him, ths is impossible t,eh plywood plates is not lying still, it's better if i just remove these .. he was gettin pissed and just said get that shit set up.. okay .. i tried.. i put the goddamn thing up as best i could .... but it was not goo enough, idk why he pushed me so hard on that.... so the corner pillars was not setup correctly. I knew it was my fault, yet he was so pissed n didn't wanna listen ot anything ,so i deem it ultimately his fault... we got 6-7 shift upwards, it was quite some work, 3 hours into it ...... he noticed we were'nt oging in a level sort of way, n just said, i never done a mistake as big as this, n just started tearing the shit down again ..... 4 hours work for nothing... he was crazy. Not that easy when youre 19 years old to tell off an insane azzhole like that.... he was pizzed off ALL the time .... 1% of the time he was amiable.....
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So it's like, i really don't care if it's dead in d2, at least it's peaceful. Few but nice. Quality over quantity. I like it that way. Screw the outside world, i couldn't care less. Just a bunch of friggin jerk0ffs all the way. I only met one or perhaps too great worker leaders in my years in working life .. they were solid people.. knew their business... never said anything untowrad.... that's when i started believein in astrology. When i researched their energies. It just fit. Leos work hard n good, but theyr' crazy. Capricorns are solid n unafraid, work a little bit slower but 50 times more methodical, you know their deal, n they organize everything so you know the next step. He told my leo boss what's up, n next day i got 500$ in my hand, lol, boss was like, nice to get something extra when it goes well isn't it .. i was like i can well do without the bonus.... he didn't listen as always.
Like, i do have 5% good memories. Some very rare times, i got jobs left to my selff completely. Those jobs went well. I did'em well, n without interruptions, many times he always came and farted over my jobs, i.e. took over, which i hated, it'sl ike, when youo do a 100% job of your own, next time, now you know the deal, you growon that shit, but if the boss comes when youre 70% done n farts over it, now you're like damn, it's not how i wanted to finish it, n then next time, how do i finsidh it ..... it's a bit stupid. But, that's how it went. I take those good things n carry them. N like Poirot says .................... the unimportant ones (brush+blow shoulder) we blow them away.
Insanity. I'm never going back to that. N i tell all young people .............. mind your leader, mind the boss, do NOT stay aplace where there is insane bosses........... there wll not come anything good out of it............. it's like buildin a wall on a quick clay foundation, will not last. N you will get caught in it n end up drunk in the damn ditch tryin to forget it.
But D2! now that's quality. Stya on that instead, if tere is not hing else. At least it's something. Man do i have many good memories from d2. Magic moments. Hunting for dclones ... doing baal hell runs to get level 97... snatching loot from p8 baal botters when baal dies .. lol it was cool. Been good.
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