Quote (Caulder10 @ Mar 25 2014 09:42am)
green or red?
do anything for your birthday, or was it 1/2 as bad as mine was?
green or red what?
no, i didn't do anything for my birthday
it was like every other birthday
im happy and excited for the first hour
then it slowly goes downhill as i become more and more aware that i'm completely alone as always and nobody cares that its my birthday
just glad it's over
still thinking about kendall every day
can't stop
has been 6 months
i've been doing this thing where i've been going on long drives at 4-5 in the morning
i'll listen to my ipod so i can't hear anything but music
then i'll drive really fast
and think of how nice and peaceful it'd be if i just crashed and died instantly
no notice or thought about it
just nice music and instantly dead
This post was edited by Reginaaccchecker13 on Mar 25 2014 07:21am