I've lost a total of over 1K on the Jets this season and all I want is forum gold to bet on them again tonight. I seriously had a nightmare where I tried to buy gold and paypal fucked up the payment and I got locked and scammer tagged by njaguar for not paying, and then everyone vilified me on the forum more than I already am. As you know it is my life and there is nothing more important to me than my pixels, of which I currently have none. I'm not begging for donations. I'm begging for help. Therapy. Who could I tell this to that won't totally make fun of me in like the NY Metropolitan area? How do you help yourself? I try to distract myself with video games but every time I glance at the clock it's "Only 7 hours until kickoff!!" or whatever it is, and I can't, can't shake this feeling that I NEED to bet on this game...

I've tried selling my entire TF2 inventory, my WoW gold, I've leveled at least 30 league of legends accounts to 5 for referrals for gold, I'll do anything for these pixels so I can bet...please, help me.

pm madmartigan

Its better to bet and lose fake currency than to blow large sums of real money

Go outside

Thursday, November 17, 2011 1:40:52 PM Received 115.00 (0.00 -> 115.00) from Fgs (1,715.00 -> 1,600.00) don8

Why are you feeding my addiction, this is killing me. I'm losing sleep and failing at work and girlfriend thinks I'm neglecting her because I'm on JSP 24/7.

(Thank you.)

i agree
but its the same mentality which can lead to irl tendencies

another reason i despise multis and trolls

how one acts on the cyber world directly correlates to their actions (or inaction) irl imo

Your first mistake was putting a value on fg.. get out of that mind set & have fun with it. If you lose so what? It's meaningless irrelevant currency.

This site is my addiction too; my guilty pleasure.

But you have to find balance between real life and d2jsp.

For me, this site is my escape from the real world. There is nothing wrong

with my real world but I just need my own space sometimes, and this site fills that void.

Take everything with a grain of salt

how old r u? pixels r more important to you then working and real money? more then ur g/f also?