I've been working on this project for around two months. Get a call last week telling me they need it the next day, fucking insane, no previous deadlines had been discussed. Get it to them, work until 3am Friday night to finalize some things and get them to them Friday morning. Get an email this morning saying it wasn't what they wanted and that they won't be using any of it. I'm about to start breaking everything in sight.

Holy suck my anus! Shit like that makes it a lot easier to just walk the fuck out.

We'll see. Have a conference call on Wednesday with the attorney and my boss. If she tries putting all the blame on me, I'm probably going to say fuck it and walk. It was an insanely huge project and I thought I did a damn good job. It's just so frustrating that apparently things weren't coordinated well enough for me to be working on what I actually needed to. Part of it was organizing records since date of injury. They had a Medical Binder already done but it was incomplete and the amount of time it would have taken to add into there set didn't make much sense, so we just made our own set which had been indexed beautifully. They apparently didn't want that and now they're all pissed off since depositions are next week. Really makes no sense. My set is complete and easier to read. I don't know why they're having a hard time with it, can't tell if their stupid or just unwilling to look at the fucking indices.

I just want to slam my head against something. Took a couple benzos today that I'd had in my room forever, I've been saving em for a rough day and I'm having like full on panic attacks right now. Just doesn't make any goddamn sense and I wish my boss would have done ANYTHING to help with this project, now it's all on me and I look like a fucking retard because people don't know how to communicate properly.

Sorry for the rage. Thanks for letting me vent jsp. I'm just having a really rough day and I honestly don't know what to do.

This post was edited by jadeoshbogosh on Apr 6 2015 02:06pm

We love you.

Thanks man. At least my boss has been out of the office for most of the day, probably a good thing. Got an email from the attorney's office telling us not to work on anything, I'm sort of just sitting around and trying to compose myself at the moment. I've got shit for other clients I could be working on but it's so fucking difficult to do anything right now.

Tell them you're soon to be a trusted bettor on a Diablo 2 gaming forum. If they don't respect that, fucking walk.

Pshhh, I'm not even close lol.

I'll just tell them I'm active though, that should demand some respect and probably a $5 pay increase. Our bettors list is no fucking joke kids.

I've been nom'ing you every month for the past 6-8 months that you've been sending me fg. Only 1-2k more before the vote passes.

LOL

No lie yohan told me he put jsp on an application

Not sure that if he was messing with me but I wouldn't be surprise