my youngest brother killed himself on mothers day around 9am...he was 23 years old.
im trying so hard not to relapse on booze but its fucking hard...
wish i would have been a better older brother, i tried to be the father figure but obviously i failed...
/endrant
Last year my father commit suicide, he jumps into the river
I live in the other side of the state, without time to find him after my mom send me his letter, it was so sad to know by the fisherman who find he body on the river, I was driving when the fisherman called me in cell phone
The hard thing after the suicide, is still working, cause I was depressed and I work with gun, so it was fucking hard.
Sorry about my english, I just want to say to u this.. it will never pass, cause you love him so much!
A lost for suicide is a different felling, very different from a natural death etc, it wil try to fuck u up BUT If you can still stand up after a loved person commit suicide, damn it will make you strong as a rock, with time you gonna learn how to Live with this and keep going, reaching all your dreams with your brother on your mind.
No much words to say right now, don't give up and keep going
MY condolences for your family loss
This post was edited by halloweenbr on May 23 2025 05:46pm