Quote (Bluth @ Jun 29 2016 01:49am)
Thanks man idk nothing in my life seems bleak by any means but I am just foggy all the time feel like I'm not even there at work
If I get in school I'm quitting my job and living in the dorms it's weird at 27 but I am starting from scratch to pursue being a veterinarian no matter how crazy it sounds
Take a few months away from everything; social media, phone contacts, people bringing you down.. etc. and work on you and your mindset.
I found going to the gym daily even if barely doing anything.. helps tremendously at clearing my mind and giving me some time away from the world.
Find your passions again, try hiking, painting, biking.. anything to keep your mind busy.
I've battled depression my whole life and have been in some very volatile relationships and happenstances (I'm sure you could find the jsp drama if you looked).
Keep your head up, I know it sounds stupid and corny and everyone says the same shit, but it gets better and soon enough you'll find that you yourself are responsible for only your happiness and anyone/anything that brings you down needs to be cut off.