Quote (Bluth @ Jun 28 2016 12:25am)
Idk it would be weird to ask
It's not going to last long anyway she got a full time teaching gig and is moving in August
Should be hearing from schools any day now if I don't get back in I am going to spiral hard I've been pretty depressed lately not even kidding it's getting dark
GL man truly!!
I really hope you don't join me on the dark side. Everytime I think i'm pulling myself out of this deep dark hole, I get dragged back in by my two piece of shit brothers who literally only care about money. They used our dad till he had nothing left (literally he went bankrupt for them) and they kept trying to use him. Now he's gone and they're still trying to bank in on him.
My poor father had literally 1.2k left in his bank account (only because he got 1.1k from SS every month) and it's nothing but drama for it to be split 3 ways between us.
I don't know if I'll speak with them much ever anymore because I can't stand to deal with that fucking stupid ass shit. I've lost all my respect for them to be honest.
My depression has been at an all time high since he passed and my dog (mine and my fathers, who we got 8 years ago) is the only thing that has kept me going for this long.
I can't get out of this stupid depressed funk no matter how hard I try and I really don't wish this upon anybody.