Quote (Honestly @ Oct 15 2012 01:09am)
Some people have genuine brain chemical imbalances and medicine seriously helps. A lot.
I was having massive anxiety a week or so ago over perceived health problems and jeez Valium did the trick.
Some people become more sociable on their meds. Definitely see where you're coming from man
I'm pretty interested in drugs and such, I've not done too many of them (Marijuana,Mushrooms,MDMA,DMT,and I guess every kind of pill you can get at a pharmacy at least once) though. Some might consider that a long list but it really isn't if you know what is all out there. I have learned a lot about what goes on in one's brain and such through being so interested in chemicals and how they make our brain react. So I know a pretty decent bit about how the body works, nature works, etc etc.
I hate saying it, but I kinda self-prescribed myself some xanax... I used to take them all the time to get messed up or whatever, to the point where I was taking like 15 bars a day. I was totally fine because I have a pretty high tolerance, just wasn't remembering much haha. I totally quit them however at one point and my body started withdrawing so fucking bad. I was having tremors like a mother fucker and stuff. My brain was fine however the entire time, it felt as if I my brain was separate from my body. I knew I was withdrawing just because I didn't have any xanax in my system. I told myself it would be over eventually, and I actually ended up just tapering myself off them (Much easier than cold turkey with xanax because your brain gets used to the increased GABA which is what keeps you calm on them). Now I will take like a half a bar every day or two.. I don't feel the need to.. and I don't like to because like I said I'd like to not have to take medicine to think normally.. but they do make me feel 100x more comfortable around others, so I guess I'll just go with that for now..