btw its nice for a change when ppl actually try to talk bout real shit instead of trollin errday in this forum

You're right I did. Totally forgot.

You still totally changed your tone with me in the pms though regardless of how we got there.

its fine lol, idgaf really. I was just disappointed that I thought this was gonna be a troll thread, so I let it get to page 6 before I started reading it, found out it wasn't, then missed all the seriousness. Tried to revitalize it but couldn't. It was obvious, I just didn't want it that way. lol

I wouldn't say I was trolling here, but I was definitely trying to stir some shit up. Worked fairly well too.

Here's a full blown honest post on it all though. Honestly, I couldn't give a flying fuck about this girl or what she went through or what happened. The people who are praising her as a saint and all that shit are fucking idiots. Same one's who posted about Kony for 2 days and then quit. Same ones who posted about the hoodie kid for 2 days, and then quit. Changing the world one like at a time. That shit is fucking horrible. What happened to this girl sucked. She put herself in a horrible position and with her back against the wall took the easy, but only way she saw, out.

Sucks, but that's life. Some people can deal, some can't. She made many poor decisions that ultimately resulted in her death.

EDIT: Oh and I do not have sympathy for her. For the loved ones, if there were any, that she left behind I do, but not for her. Yes it sucked what happened to her, yes I wish she didn't have to go through that, but I do not sympathize with what she did and the choices she made.

This post was edited by Randolph on Oct 15 2012 12:05am

yeah good elaboration.
but it really is her responsibility to 'woman' up and deal with the bullying. take onus herself, or get a mediator to alleviate the issue(s). maybe it results in a 200 hrs of community service for the bullies, but it'll will surely tone down the bullying and give her some liberty.

thats why i think people call suicide victims cowards. because they drop EVERYTHING in their lives (and the lives of their kin and close friends) for one sole purpose of taking oneself out of the equation.
ironically, it would almost seem like the very opposite of a selfish act. cowardly? perhaps, not 'womaning up.' but thats where the potential disadvantages she had come in to play.

Can't say I disagree with much of that

Damn what a thread but it is kind of appropriate. Maybe you guys will get some insight or even help me a little.

I definitely know what it is like having some anxiety problems. I didn't ever put the connection together until a year or so ago but it explains a lot of things I have and haven't done in my life. I choose not to take medication because I honestly think it's all in my brain and hopefully eventually my brain will produce the right amount of stuff to make me think and feel normal all the time.

Like I don't really mind opening up on this forum cuz Idk any of you so judge me however you want lol. I've passed so many times on being with girls, parties, vacations, even just plain hanging out with friends for no reason whatsoever. I'd rather just do nothing and be the way I am. I always want to be by myself because I just feel weird around others usually, even though I have tons of friends and especially a few close ones.. I know in my head how I feel and it isn't right haha. I "act" normal around everyone though when I want to.

I've definitely had suicidal thoughts before in my life.. but I get over them pretty fast because I come to the realization of how selfish it is. If I ever truly feel like my life is not worth living though I would probably kill myself no problem though, it's weird saying that but just how I think.
I'm a pretty nice dude overall, get along great in real life with everyone, but man the shit that goes on in my head is fucked up I can tell you..

So I can see how one would find suicide reasonable.. if they truly did not feel like their life was worth living. Kind of just depends on the persons mental quality- Like what I'm saying- I'm smart as fuck and can get along with everyone, but my brain totally needs medicine if I want to feel normal around people instead of having to put on a fake act all the time. I will not take medicine to be normal though.



Dude I have been preaching this forever.. Wish people would discuss more stuff instead of just constantly trolling oh well always gonna be around.

This post was edited by SPresley23 on Oct 15 2012 12:08am

I was being polite because you were making a free sig.

Don't do that. If you're an asshole, be an asshole. If you're nice, be nice. No two face crap lol. You've never been nice to me before, why start now?

And if you didn't like it, you should have said something. I would have whipped up another quick sig that you may have liked more. You won't hurt my feelings because the whilst on the internet, feelings don't exist anymore lol.

Some people have genuine brain chemical imbalances and medicine seriously helps. A lot.

I was having massive anxiety a week or so ago over perceived health problems and jeez Valium did the trick.

Some people become more sociable on their meds. Definitely see where you're coming from man