Life isn't satisfying, there's no wonder. How many people think about it every day, every time something bad happens. That's our predictiment virtue of our Darwinian Nature and malcontent with our lot in life.

I agree and try to think much more objectively than the average person. But above average suicide and death rates in people I care about is still troubling, objective or not. Statistics don't take into account the fact that I spent a lot of time with those people and felt like we all grew into something worth living for.
Feels like there's something I could have done. Which I know is stupid, but fuck if it isn't still there.

This post was edited by dxlightning on Nov 9 2013 11:52pm

so many depressed post..

i hate thinking negatively

I know dat feel. I blame the internet

thanks obama

I'm so dumb. Fucked a girl, didn't really talk to her next day, then we went to bars and some guy got her and fucked her. Is she even worth pursuing now? Do I have a chance? I actually liked her

Slut

who isn't

Look at it from her perspective. Were in whistler , she just met me , I pretty much ignored her entire day, I'd go for another guy if I was her. I fucked up and made it seem like it was a one night stand thing then I wanted nothing to do weith her.. I think.

Still sounds pretty slutty..