Just remember.

Would your cat want you to be sad?

Fuck no remember the good times brother.

its hard knowing he choked to death becasue none of us took him to the vet im blaming myself for not having a good job or enough $$ to take him
my moms got money from an inheritance and siad she was going to bring him to the bet as soon as she got it so ive bin knida saiyng like you got it when you bringing him in?
that was like 2 months ago n i just found out my dad told her not too so basically my dad just let my cat die just out of spite and then said if i bring it up again hes going to kick me out of the house
i almost punched him in the face i should have fuckin inconsiderate asshole i hope hes getting that defensive becasue hes feeling guilty then on top of that had the nerve to say that was the only "animal" hes loved

i just cant believe my cat choked to death becasue of something so fuckin stupid i woulda sold my ps4 or something and brought him to the vet if i knew he was telling my mom not too fuck
i hate my dad so much right now like you dont even know im not even sad for my cat anymore becasue im so pissed off at my dad

and no my cat wouldnt want me to be sad but he prob wouldnt wanna be dead right now either i know i sure dont want him to be
this has literally put me into depression i can feel it ive never felt this bad before if this isnt rock bottom idk what the fuck is i never noticved how much that cant meant to me
and i cant think of good times even then i cry hlaf the time i gotta like forget him for a while but i dont wanna forget him

This post was edited by dragoneth on Oct 17 2014 05:01am

Our last cat died of a tumor that made her super sluggish near the end. My mom attributed it to old age. My grandpa died of a tumor in his leg that made it really swollen. He figured it was just either a high sodium diet causing him to retain water or something he was allergic to in the garden.

Point is you couldn't be expected to be like "oh, feline asthma, he might have it." We suck enough at diagnosing ourselves that it would be ridiculous to think you're a bad owner because you aren't an expert in all things that might be wrong with your animal. If you beat yourself up over it that takes away from the fact that the cat had 10 happy fuckin years given how you talk about it.

This post was edited by dxlightning on Oct 17 2014 07:54am

im sure he did but he prob coulda had a few more he seemed pretty healthy other then that and i spent hours researching trying to figure out if what he was doing was serious but came up blank every time... took googling"sudden death in cat" to find it
i never brought him to the vet becasue my job situation atm isnt to great and i know i should have but my mom said she was going to do it when she got her inheritance but my dad wouldnt let her and i had no idea i prob woulda tried to get him atleast checked if i knew that
ive been here waiting and boom cat dies ... thats on me

ill get it over it but ill always have that in the back of my mind shit like that really gets to me

This post was edited by dragoneth on Oct 17 2014 08:15am

What the fuck?

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