Quote (Profar @ Sep 28 2016 06:01pm)
I sat and cried in my car when I showed up to my best friends viewing, My mom said it would be the last time I see him so I mustered up the courage and what a big mistake.
Never understood it either, just a huge amount of people all bawling their eyes out.
My best friend was missing for awhile, when they found her body they didn't let me see her. Then they had the most private funeral, no wake, none of her friends were invited and I was only allowed bring my 2 sisters.
I can't even count the number of times i needed to reality check myself, so far, and tell myself she is really gone and isn't still missing.
I also hated seeing my little sister in makeup at her wake after she died.
They both suck.