Quote (Krios @ 17 Sep 2013 09:26)
I think you are right, pretty sure I was confusing the 2 conversations

That's true, I did feel bad for Kotomi but I wanted to see him with Kyou more than anyone so the disappointment for me was when her and Ryou broke down during the tennis game

I agree and disagree. How he never made the connection that he was acting worse than his own father had is beyond me, but I believe his thought process was more along the lines that he thought of himself as useless, and nothing but a burden. He blamed himself for Nagisa and I don't think he thought himself fit to raise Ushio, and allowed Senae and Akio to take her because he wanted her to have a loving home and to be with people that deserved to be around her.
I will never say that was a correct decision, but I get where he's coming from. There was a time in my life that I felt the same way he did about himself, so I understand the thought process. But at the same time I can never support basically abandoning your child. What restored some of my respect for him was when he realized everything and immediately without a second thought or hesitation went to Ushio and ASKED her if he could stay with her and fix things. He had the decency to realize he screwed up and took her feelings into account instead of just taking her back from Senae and Akio.
I think the way he handled it to begin with was horrible, but I do think that the way he went about trying to fix it all was really good. Obviously would have been better if the situation had never arose in the first place though.
Maybe, dunno. Haha. Doesn't matter much though, Kappei still wasn't introduced. lol.
Fuko disappearing and the tennis match were probably the only real parts that made you feel sad in the original story. Although, Tomoyo's lack of care looking like she was watching a bird while Kyou and Ryou cried in front of her kind of ruined the scene. Even Sunohara felt bad for them at that scene. lol.
Honestly, he never got past considering himself useless. Nagisa had tried for years(since Ushio was born 2 or 3 years after they graduated) to convince him otherise. It never worked out though.
I can understand how he felt. especially with how he felt watching Nagisa die without being able to do anything. The episode before he was taking to Sanae about how useless he was, and how if he never talked to her at the foot of the hill, she would never be going through this right then. So i'm sure that conversation came to mind right away as well.
I also like how he tried to fix everything in his own way. Even how he said he finally found his reason for living on in Ushio to Nagisa, and begging her to save Ushio. He never begge anyone to save Nagisa(though i think he may have been in too much of shock at that point to have either way) But that just shows how much he cared for Ushio with such little time spent with her. he turned his entire life around in those couple of weeks that he spent with Ushio.
I feel like turning his life around and then taking Ushio away was the biggest dick head move Key could have done with this anime. Though it played well into the story, and i loved that scene, even though it made me ball my eyes out. For the record, i consider the final episode as if it didn't exist after Ushio's death. I like the feeling the story gives with Ushio dying and Tomoya's heart giving out from the pain. (Idk if he actually died in the last scene, but i like to think that he had. It makes the story wrap better for me. Feel free to have your own opinion on it

It was never said what actually happened, but i say he died because he ended up in the Hidden World with Ushio.)