Quote (Bankai @ Jan 11 2015 08:31pm)
actually everyone around me smokes, for the entirety of my life. i didnt smoke weed in high school ( no drug for that matter ), didnt drink alcohol in high school, didn't do any of the trend things because what is the point? it's amusing how so many people can justify their actions because so many other people are doing it. nice, follow the crowd.
yep
I didn't do anything ever till the service, right after high school. Even then, it took a while for me to start, hell it was like one cigg a week, then 2-3 etc etc, I peaked at 4 packs a day in my early 30's I guess. A lot of those 4 packs just were a few hits on cigg then flick it....etc., cause I was working construction then.
1.5 hours ago, I almost gave in, but held on. If I make 3 days, I should be good to go. It's just that it's getting down to cigarettes or food...I was literally spending $300-350/month on ciggs. I have quit for periods before, but always went back.
This time I don't have a choice...ciggs or food...food wins.