Unfortunately just having a run of really bad luck fella, it can be very infuriating though, I know.
Seeing as we're sharing anecdotes, when farming Meph on hell my throw barb found two Mara's Kaleidoscope, two Wisp Projectors, Warshrike, and Arachnid Mesh before Reaper's Toll

Around 1700 runs in total, if memory serves.
Good luck, solidarity in the grind!
