thanks for everyone's kind words and cannot thank you enough, MGD3.
in the process of deleting files and renaming them to get ani back, i deleted the last few screenshots between finding the tsrokes and now. found another pcomb and found a 12%FR/28 life large charm which i replaced it with my 13%FR/12 life large charm (plus or minus a couple health, i can't remember)
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SO! we're back!
i'm waiting on someone to grab a late lunch with so i decide i can do a couple runs, maybe make up some of the exp back and work my way back towards 89.
FIRST RUN back in the pits and we show off with a FREAKIN' JAH RUNE!

HOLY. i can't recall ever seeing a jah rune drop! my fantasy of an enigma is so close i can taste it.
i am so glad i don't stream and have a mic/webcam on me because i just made some really unnatural awkward sounds and facial expressions.

now the question is, should i just go for the enigma, or try to get a better base? i have:
3os: 426 dusk shroud, 252 mage plate
can cube: 416 wire fleece, 432 dusk shroud, 428 & 456 wyrmhide.
dusk = 361-467 armor / 77str
mage plate = 225-261 armor / 55str
wyrmhide = 364-470 armor / 84str
wire fleece = 375-481 armor / 111str (don't think i have enough +str gear to bug it on)