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Apr 2 2018 03:48am
I fucked up.

I've had serious addiction issues since the age of 15 (25 now) and last wednesday it was game over. I had been on a 2 week drunken rampage, crashed my car, almost hurt my GF (threw my plate at her because the soup wasn't hot enough, missed her head by an inch), lost my job and lost all of my savings because of gambling and the repair costs for my car.
I went from a very fragile equilibrium to the bottom of hell in a couple of weeks.

I had 2 choices; get thrown on the streets with no money or go into rehab.

I'm at a crisis-centrum at the moment. I get two therapy-sessions (one in the morning, one in the afternoon), but besides that the only thing to do over here is smoke cigarettes and talk with 40-50 year old alcoholics...

We can't play multiplayer, so I got the idea to do a singleplayer walkthrough and document it. I've got an OK from the nurses as long as I don't give any personal information of other patients and don't post inside-pictures of the facility.

In 2 weeks I'll go to another facility which will be more intensive so I don't know If I can often update this thread in the future (or even at all).

RULES:
-No drugs
-Hardcore
-Player 8
-Reruns allowed
-No 3d party programs allowed

GOALS:
-Get off drugs
-Make up with GF
-Kill Diablo on hell. There's a saying in my language: drank is de duivel which means alcohol is the devil, so I thought it'd be appropriate to go after that motherfucker.

BUILD:
Freezing Strafezon by Anth28

Pics:
Started taking pics at 14


First set item


Oh the nostalgia


That's it for now, I'll be posting an update this evening after my GF comes for a visit.

Feel free to ask any questions but let me remind you: no questions about personal information of other patients and no pictures of the insides of the facility.










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Apr 2 2018 04:21am
I know what it feels like to "bottom out" sounds like you're on the right track.
Looking forward to this, you really are a masochist.. classic bowazon
Good luck :thumbsup:
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Apr 2 2018 10:13am
Quote (xr6 @ Apr 2 2018 04:21am)
I know what it feels like to "bottom out" sounds like you're on the right track.
Looking forward to this, you really are a masochist.. classic bowazon
Good luck :thumbsup:



This!

Goodluck man!
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Apr 2 2018 10:27am
Get well soon. Hold fast.
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Apr 2 2018 10:30am
You know, asking for help is never a bad thing. Ok the bright side, once you’re at rock bottom, you can only go up..

Thoughts & Prayers go out to you for a strong and prosperous recovery. Won’t be easy, or quick. But it is manageable. PM me if you need anything, or just want to talk.

GL with your walkthrough!
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Apr 2 2018 10:48am
d2 without drugs? Not going to work.
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Apr 2 2018 10:56am
Good luck, don't give up!
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Apr 2 2018 11:41am
everyone hits a big time low some point in their life, just gotta bounce back. gj on working on it and gl. kill that devil m8
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Apr 3 2018 02:08am
So, had a good talk with the GF last night but was exhausted AF (no, no sexy time. Is not allowed over here), chose to go to bed instead of updating.
Finished morning therapy a couple of minutes ago, still exhausted AF and sweating like a 10y old who discovers his dad's porn stash.

Anyways; here is the update:

Ooooh Shiny, useless... But still shiny.


I dig this, I really dig this helmet.


Olaf, you dropped something.








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Apr 3 2018 02:09am
When life has forsaken you, but the imbue gods are with you.


First mob that I killed after I imbued, goddamnit I take my words back.


"I need mana." "I need mana" "I need mana" "I NEED MOTHERFU OH FUCKING GOD MANA"... Oooh, shiny.



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