Quote (Lamperouge @ Dec 2 2018 10:13pm)

Lately, I've been sleeping more and more (51hours last 3 days), sometimes tearing up and crying for no reason, people at work are saying I've been looking downer and downer, But I'm not even sure? How'd I'd should feel properly? Some days I don't sleep at all, randomly angry at the world, perhaps the stagantation of a job that I don't like? or the there complete lack of social life, or anyone closeby that I can call a friend? One that I can touch and one that I can share?

I think I'm spending too much time in my head trying to rationalise life, yet forgetting the human mind is not rational, within reason or logic. Sometimes I just wanna shout and cry into my pillow at night, and fall asleep before the sun rises up.

I haven't played any video games in 11 days, I think... without something to simply paralyzing my mind, I simply cannot comprehend.

I'm tired, yet sometimes I can't sleep Or rather I can't sleep anymore than I already am. I'm bored, yet I'm not playing any games, nor loving something that I've always loved. Out of touch? Utterly Lost?

Not Coping is how I'm coping.

Quote (Lamperouge @ 3 Dec 2018 08:13)

Lately, I've been sleeping more and more (51hours last 3 days), sometimes tearing up and crying for no reason, people at work are saying I've been looking downer and downer, But I'm not even sure? How'd I'd should feel properly? Some days I don't sleep at all, randomly angry at the world, perhaps the stagantation of a job that I don't like? or the there complete lack of social life, or anyone closeby that I can call a friend? One that I can touch and one that I can share?

I think I'm spending too much time in my head trying to rationalise life, yet forgetting the human mind is not rational, within reason or logic. Sometimes I just wanna shout and cry into my pillow at night, and fall asleep before the sun rises up.

I haven't played any video games in 11 days, I think... without something to simply paralyzing my mind, I simply cannot comprehend.

I'm tired, yet sometimes I can't sleep Or rather I can't sleep anymore than I already am. I'm bored, yet I'm not playing any games, nor loving something that I've always loved. Out of touch? Utterly Lost?

Not Coping is how I'm coping.

Quote (DCSS @ 3 Dec 2018 04:27)

I do that but I never, ever spend it on PoE. I spend it on other shit, sometimes stuff that isn't exactly approved by jsp, and well, that's how we get locked. Now I can play purely to play, so that's pretty nice.

Quote (Lamperouge @ Dec 3 2018 07:13am)

Lately, I've been sleeping more and more (51hours last 3 days), sometimes tearing up and crying for no reason, people at work are saying I've been looking downer and downer, But I'm not even sure? How'd I'd should feel properly? Some days I don't sleep at all, randomly angry at the world, perhaps the stagantation of a job that I don't like? or the there complete lack of social life, or anyone closeby that I can call a friend? One that I can touch and one that I can share?

I think I'm spending too much time in my head trying to rationalise life, yet forgetting the human mind is not rational, within reason or logic. Sometimes I just wanna shout and cry into my pillow at night, and fall asleep before the sun rises up.

I haven't played any video games in 11 days, I think... without something to simply paralyzing my mind, I simply cannot comprehend.

I'm tired, yet sometimes I can't sleep Or rather I can't sleep anymore than I already am. I'm bored, yet I'm not playing any games, nor loving something that I've always loved. Out of touch? Utterly Lost?

Not Coping is how I'm coping.

Quote (Lamperouge @ 3 Dec 2018 08:13)

Lately, I've been sleeping more and more (51hours last 3 days), sometimes tearing up and crying for no reason, people at work are saying I've been looking downer and downer, But I'm not even sure? How'd I'd should feel properly? Some days I don't sleep at all, randomly angry at the world, perhaps the stagantation of a job that I don't like? or the there complete lack of social life, or anyone closeby that I can call a friend? One that I can touch and one that I can share?

I think I'm spending too much time in my head trying to rationalise life, yet forgetting the human mind is not rational, within reason or logic. Sometimes I just wanna shout and cry into my pillow at night, and fall asleep before the sun rises up.

I haven't played any video games in 11 days, I think... without something to simply paralyzing my mind, I simply cannot comprehend.

I'm tired, yet sometimes I can't sleep Or rather I can't sleep anymore than I already am. I'm bored, yet I'm not playing any games, nor loving something that I've always loved. Out of touch? Utterly Lost?

Not Coping is how I'm coping.