Quote (Lamperouge @ 3 Dec 2018 09:13)
Lately, I've been sleeping more and more (51hours last 3 days), sometimes tearing up and crying for no reason, people at work are saying I've been looking downer and downer, But I'm not even sure? How'd I'd should feel properly? Some days I don't sleep at all, randomly angry at the world, perhaps the stagantation of a job that I don't like? or the there complete lack of social life, or anyone closeby that I can call a friend? One that I can touch and one that I can share?
I think I'm spending too much time in my head trying to rationalise life, yet forgetting the human mind is not rational, within reason or logic. Sometimes I just wanna shout and cry into my pillow at night, and fall asleep before the sun rises up.
I haven't played any video games in 11 days, I think... without something to simply paralyzing my mind, I simply cannot comprehend.
I'm tired, yet sometimes I can't sleep Or rather I can't sleep anymore than I already am. I'm bored, yet I'm not playing any games, nor loving something that I've always loved. Out of touch? Utterly Lost?
Not Coping is how I'm coping.
I suggest you go talk to a professional