Hab doch mal gesagt, dass ich von vielen weiblichen Steam Userinnen geaddet werde, die mich stuzig machen. Hier ist das jüngste Beispiel
My online persona about me:
Ever since I was about 12 years old I would frequently play video games online. But before that from about the age of 5/6 I remember beating Halo : Combat Evolved on Legendary.
Since then I remember my life pretty much revolved around video games, since at the time I wasn't loaded with toys, virtual realities seemed much cheaper, and much more dynamic. Sure it takes away from personal imagination, but hell, it gave me a ton of great stuff to think about while i was failing in school. Thats right, I was a pure F'ing failure. Literally! Straight F's from like 1st grade, till like 5th grade. Back then i really spent my time playing some of what i consider classics. Such as: "Munchs' Oddessy", "Halo 1 (and especially 2)", "Mercinaries", and pretty much any game under the sun you wouldnt let a 5- 11 yearold touch. My life was really grim when i failed the 6th grade, the hardest part was me not being able to play anything for the entire summer vacation. 3 whole months with out jack shit of games. If i knew what suicide was back then, i'd probably have considered it. So after that I learned the hard way that to make sure that never happens again, I MUST pass my classes. And i did so, but around the same time, I was introduced into the world of online gaming! Thats right, I little by little found out on my own that games could be multiplayer with someone from hundreds even thousands of miles away. Oh man, what i fucking elated. My 12 yearold noob self made my very own first email, killer33314@yahoo.com XD Oh god. A combination of my kitten ( Killer ) and my postal Zip at the time 33314.. And i pretty muched lived that out from about 12 to 15 on my ps3 ( The account is still active and i frequent it... frequently!
) Untill I got into a more congnitive mind set about gaming. Thats when InternalPain666 came to rise. Oh my god, if you want to talk about little emo screamo gothic retard, that was me at the time. XD What was i thinking.. Well, then again very few games i played had that Allias. Mostly Minecraft only. And then came, the scarlettruth... ScarletTruth is what i wanted to be seen as " The boodly truth" Some shit off a fucking mystery book type thing. But shit, i still use it today, and im currently 19. Somewhere along the lines of scarlet, and internal was a little SputnikSkull... Sputnik skull, like the skull from halo 2 you get only on legendary, well I loved the fuck out of that alias. So now, pretty much thats how my gamer names came to be. If you want to know about the recent ones on steam feel free to ask.. Hell if you've even read this far, congrats, you must really care.
Now on to who I am, in a vuage, yet personal sense.
I am a person who needs others around to help forget about the problems I myself suffer. I don't want to really get into detail about what i suffer from, but it really pains me to be alone to my self, and to think to myself. As i just feed my mind those bad thoughts that just torment me. So what im really looking for is a friend to not pry into my life.
I am not into dating, and I'm not looking to ever date. I'm asexual, and hope to never reproduce.
What i really need/needed, is/was a friend.
I never loved you. I only thought I did. </3