now i just need to actuly make something 1/2 good

Honestly, you should settle for ¼ good...

you are probaly right

Probably? I am fully right. As always.

some of the time i just need to figure out something to do now

Play around on photoshop, Trial and error is the best way to learn, Sicne you suck at every tutorial, etc, maybe you'll do better trying to free-style it.

alright i will thats about all i can do at school anyways but the 1 thing i want to make the picture is at school almost fully rendered so i just need to wait a few days

Stop being lazy, re-render...

i tryed but its not working the right way the colors are to close and i am horrible at pen tooling

The colours are too close? that's a good thing, Take a look at a colour wheel?