Quote (Basement @ Feb 8 2012 11:52pm)
It's not about football or losing all of my forum gold betting on the Patriots in the Super Bowl. I just don't have any fun when I log into d2jsp anymore. It's been that way for a few months and I'm starting to worry that this is deeper than anything I could ever imagine. Earlier this morning I tried to install Path of Exile, thinking a new game may cheer me up, but it doesn't really play too well on my PC. A lot of lag and a blinking blue screen. I don't even think my computer is working anymore and I may have to throw this entire system out and wait until I can purchase a new one.
Valentine's Day is coming up fast and I'm miserable and lonely. My ex girlfriend won't even talk to me. I don't really have many friends around me that I can call up and just go do something with. Going out to a sports bar and having a good time is probably what I need to do but I feel like a loser doing it by myself. I haven't really tried to meet new people in a long time because I've been throwing my life away.
Maybe all of this time D2jsp has been a nice escape for me. But it's time I make myself happy and I know I'm not getting anywhere being on here for hours and hours when I'd rather be doing something more worthwhile with my time. So I think it's a good idea for me just to leave for an indefinite amount of time. I'm not quitting but you may not see me on-line for a long time. I'll probably feel better when the 2012 NFL season is getting closer and I can talk about some Chargers Football but that is a long time away.
TL:DR version: I just want to thank you all for the time I spent on here. I'll hopefully be back and having fun again. Take care.
I think something like this is how a lot of people who play a lot of games/use d2jsp a lot, feel at some point. For me it was never this much, that I felt like I had no real friends anymore etc, but I did realise it was a huge waste of time, especially at this age. that was about the time when I quit diablo 2.
Gaming is like short-term instant entertainment whenever you want, but you shouldn't get too caught up in it

Enjoy the real world, good luck!
This post was edited by SeaBas on Feb 11 2012 10:50am