so?

I can't hit diamond, stuck in plat cuz Elo hell and I suck I'd say I'm at my current skill cap, usually go like 16-6 though just can carry hard enough my decision making process or when to push Wat needs work I guess I suck but at least I can play anyone and not just akali ( absolutely love that ninja tho)

wtf

In my current situation in life, I'm about to make a decision which is most likely gonna chose which way my carreer will go. The next point of my education is specializing me in a subject on the university which takes 5 years. After that, I'm 25 years and that's about the time when I'll be starting my carreer. I want to make the right choise, so that I dont waste 5 years of my life studying a subject I just thought was the right thing.

That's where the maybe comes from, I'm not going in any direction yet, I'm standing in front of a lot of open doors, having to chose which one I'll go through. Once I've settled on my destination, you'll see me have direction and purpose. In Denmark, my situation is called a "sabbat-year", taking a break between high school/college and university, earning some money before starting your education, for me my primary goal at the moment is to dedicate myself to my sport (handball), since this is a time of my life where I really have the time for it. Once I start on university, that's gonna have to be the priority, combined with a job. So I'm "chasing the dream" for a year, and after this, my life has to get back on track in the whole "childhood -> education -> work -> retire -> die" proces of life.

Anyway, that was a long essay, but I dont really like when people start mixing my IRL and my gaming together, thinking its the only purpose.

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Imo, unless you're a woman, you should stop trying to read between the lines like they do.

Let's be honest here. In scandinavia that's called pissing a year away. We drink, travel and spend more money than we earn.

Why try to find the dream job? It's the people you work with that makes the job exciting or shitty, and all in all, we work to make money.
Get a job in the oil industry -> make an obscene ammount of money in comparison to the hours you put in -> don't waste 500k and 5 years studying a subject that you're not even certain you want to work with.

Best advice I can give you mate. Athlethics is great, but at some time you have to either go pro, or regard it as what it is for 99% of the population: A hobby.

Besides, didn't anyone ever tell you that the best cardio you can have is through sex?

1) Not gonna use more money than I earn this year, drinking is also very limited due to handball, and so is traveling.
2) I'm trying to find a line of work that fits my interests and creates a great income, and which I dont have the feeling of "fucking hell, going to work again >.<"
3) Education doesnt cost 500k in Denmark..
4) I'm aiming to go pro, which is why I'm dedication my time to it. I was pretty close at getting into a really good spotlight last year, at October the coach of the Danish U-19 National Team spoke to me about how much I had improved, and how I was close to be able to compete for a spot in the rooster for that team. Just for comparison, they won the World Championship for U19 teams 3 weeks ago or something. Sadly I got injured in my knee in the very beginning of November, where the club I'm playing in already awarded me with regular training with the pro senior team plus picked me up in the rooster for games on sight (only got to be there once, full time on bench, like a week or two later, I got injured....). So yea, I'm still recovering from my 7-8 months without too much training, but I'm beginning to get at a really good level again. Hopefully this year of dedication can allow me to compete for a contract in a bigger club towards the next season (Aug. 2014)
5) May be good cardio, but thats not exactly the kind of cardio I need for handball, so I'm doing that more for the enjoyment

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This post was edited by 7thhero on Sep 11 2013 02:20pm

Claims to be diamond player -> Struggles on silver -> Brags about a winning streak on silver

Real diamond indeed.

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