ive done jobs silver to diamond.

in gold elo, all the games i lost which were like 3-4... i blamed myself cuz i knew that it was my fault i could not carry it, i saw the mistakes i made and moved on.

point made

yea but thats due to my decisions i made in the game... the game would be able to have been carried if someone higher skill then me would have played.

99% games are carryable in that elo

well if youre actually gold then ofc this doesnt apply lol

Honestly, Gold elo is the worst of Bronze/Silver/Gold/Plat/Low Dia to play in imo, its the elo I hate the most when I raise new smurfs and its the elo I seem to lose most games as well

I have like a 80% ish winrate in gold. Normally the games I lose is at least 2 people d.c/afk or someone is going out of their way to lose on purpose. Which is fine. Those are not that common. If 1 d/c or leaves I can normally win 4v5 in gold. That's why I make bunch of random novelty accounts where I play retarded shit since I have on problem with winning in poopy Elo.

i feel that way about silver, but if you lose a game its almost always your fault for not being good enough rather then your teammates fault for simply being bad.

My problem is that Gold elo players tilt me

And when I'm on a tilt I do stupid mistakes and care less about winning

I think once you're in that mindset is when you really improve as a player. Not that many people can admit that though.

im currently climbing silver and every loss ive had is 70% my fault and every win ive had is 80% my doing so ya