well my little sister has swine flu. I hope it doesn't kill her and my old ailing dad. So if I disappear for a loooooong time, you know why. I know i shouldn't be joking about this, but its a coping mechanism which i frequently use. Im scared guys. I can't even turn to my IRL friends, cuz they wouldn't hang out with me, even tho I'm immunized.

This post was edited by morejiggawatts on Oct 24 2009 12:08am

the fear about swine flu kills more people than the swine flu itself id say. its a lu, its serious - but its not dead serious imo. i really hope all the best for your family!!! yet i want to give you hope that it most likely isnt as bad as we are made to believe. ive seen some documentarys about people getting isolized just because of that shit, like what youre talking about. the freakin spreading of fear is so present nowadays, its alarming and sad... heads up bud!

yeah, i understand where you're coming from. but seeing the damage it does to the body and the pain it causes is nothing like reading about the effects of the illness. In all my life, the only time I have seen such suffering in a family member is when my dad had his heart attack/open heart surgery and had to be bedridden for 6 months.

And when you see shit like what I'm seeing, you get scared someone is gonna die.

But I realy appreciate your support, and I have never been much for praying, but now is where I start.

sucks to hear youre going through difficult times

be there for your loved ones, much rather than pray for them - but you figured that already i guess

all you can do is hope for the best, and dont let it get you down and depressed. that might affect those around you, its the optimism that keeps people going for the good - i know its hard, but in my eyes a different view on even the worst times in live can help a lot

hai blasphemy

gl bro

vouch this.. gl and stay strong

Holy shit dude, I hope she gets wells.

thanks guys.

on a separate note, holy shit josh, dethalbum2 kicks ass

fuck yes it does lol