feeling shitty.

that stuff dont help really, i just can't help it they are just side effects from not smoking weed.

i'm just going though weed withdrawal. i've been trying too quit now for like 3 weeks, i made it one week w/o smoking and then i jumped back on the band wagon. friend offered to smoke me up and i was like sure why not, and i told myself i would quit again right after. but then the next day i smoked with my friend's gf and he didn't need the rest of the weed cause he don't smoke, and she was not gona smoke it so he gave me like 2 grams free and i took it cause i'm a fucking idiot and i can't help myself. smoke it all too the face by myself. quit for 2 days then yesterday my friend smoked me up on smoke nice weed and here i am today.

i should be fine after 3 days i wont feel as shitty. it just sucks ass feeling like shit all the time.

This post was edited by staysictonkpils on Jan 26 2010 04:37pm

its just i'm negative ALL the time with or w/o weed i just can't help but look at the shitty side of life. and when i dont get my smoke on i get cranky and everything i feel is amplified x100.

im gona eat some food, take a shower and go to the gym later. unless my friend bails on me AGAIN cause hes a fucking dick.

like i said thats impossible #1 i dont ever think positively its not within my thought processing rang, #2 i dont have alot of positive things going on right now.

This post was edited by staysictonkpils on Jan 26 2010 04:51pm

see a doc for some prescription drugs works much better then weed

i've been on prescription shit from the ages of 7-18, that stuff fucked me up made me worse off i'll never take that shit again.

weed helped me out for a while but i can't afford it, and i just don't think its gona help me right about now in my life its just so hard to quit.