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Jan 25 2010 09:11am
Quote (Riots @ Jan 25 2010 11:06am)
Are you bipolar?
I know that bipolar people have extreme levels of anxiety and levity periods..
If you think that talking about it helps, then why don't you just talk to a friend or someone you "idolize" or respect? Wouldn't that be the same approach?


I am bipolar and b4 I knew it and went to the hospital for 2 weeks,

I went tru a HIGH CONFIDENCE phase, inwhich i wanted to buy a 25k car, start a company with my friends, couldnt sleep, and more...my coordination was FUCKING EPIC

my brain was running at over 9 thousands RPM

then came the depression phase. Since my body got hella tired following my HIgh brain.

Now I have to take a med which fits me perfectly : no ULTRA HIGHS, no depression. And I still can have fun and laugh and shit

I'm glad I realized all this at my age and not at 40. lol.
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Jan 25 2010 09:14am
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I am bipolar and b4 I knew it and went to the hospital for 2 weeks,

I went tru a HIGH CONFIDENCE phase, inwhich i wanted to buy a 25k car, start a company with my friends, couldnt sleep, and more...my coordination was FUCKING EPIC

my brain was running at over 9 thousands RPM

then came the depression phase. Since my body got hella tired following my HIgh brain.

Now I have to take a med which fits me perfectly : no ULTRA HIGHS, no depression. And I still can have fun and laugh and shit

I'm glad I realized all this at my age and not at 40. lol.


well glad u got that worked out.
Depression and bipolar disorders are one of the few psychological disorders that are treatable by pharmaceutical medicine.
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Jan 25 2010 09:21am
Quote (Riots @ Jan 25 2010 11:06am)
Are you bipolar?
I know that bipolar people have extreme levels of anxiety and levity periods..
If you think that talking about it helps, then why don't you just talk to a friend or someone you "idolize" or respect? Wouldn't that be the same approach?


nah not bipolar but i've got depression and anxiety everyone does though, its just i haven't had a job in over a year, i never have any money. no money = no girl friend, i dont have a car or a license witch limits me with getting a job, and going to college. i just need to start driving get my license and then find a job/start school and i should be good. but as simple as that sounds it fucking hard as hell. i always got so much shit on my mind.

and ya i got plenty of friends good ones too, its just these days they are busy with there own shit and its hard to rely on them all the time like i used too.

maybe i'll get lucky and find a rich girl friend or something so she can buy me stuff so i dont have too work :rolleyes:

Quote (Riots @ Jan 25 2010 11:14am)
well glad u got that worked out.
Depression and bipolar disorders are one of the few psychological disorders that are treatable by pharmaceutical  medicine.


the doctors always thought i was bipolar when i was a kid or i had add or some shit, they put me on all kinds of meds that really fucked me up made me worse. some people need meds, i know i dont. when i turned 18 i told them they better take me off my meds and fuck off. after that my life became much better started making good choices lost mad weight, started thinking really differently about society and life and everything. i'm am so glad to be off meds now they held me back a long time. i'm just in a rough patch right now i'll get over it and life will get better, and then eventually it will start to suck again lol.

This post was edited by staysictonkpils on Jan 25 2010 09:25am
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Jan 25 2010 09:41am
yo whats up everyone?

ps: GZ on your TT usman!


Quote (BiG_BeN @ 25 Jan 2010 17:11)
I am bipolar and b4 I knew it and went to the hospital for 2 weeks,

I went tru a HIGH CONFIDENCE phase, inwhich i wanted to buy a 25k car, start a company with my friends, couldnt sleep, and more...my coordination was FUCKING EPIC

my brain was running at over 9 thousands RPM

then came the depression phase. Since my body got hella tired following my HIgh brain.

Now I have to take a med which fits me perfectly : no ULTRA HIGHS, no depression. And I still can have fun and laugh and shit

I'm glad I realized all this at my age and not at 40. lol.


Some people depends to suicide when they dont realize they got it...

This post was edited by Decide on Jan 25 2010 09:51am
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Jan 25 2010 10:26am
Quote (Decide @ Jan 25 2010 11:41am)
yo whats up everyone?

ps: GZ on your TT usman!




Some people depends to suicide when they dont realize they got it...


yea in some cases, the depression that comes after a long and intense HIGH can be fatal.

Whats sad is that most of the time, people go see the doctor when they feel bad. And A LOT of people get a depression diagnostic when it is Bipolarity. Then they take anti depressants, which is really bad cause it enhances the Highs and all...

I'm lucky my mom convinced me (i had my doubts too...) while I was HIGH. Its so weird man. Like if I was on Speed naturally. I could hook up with any girl cause of the no-limit self confidence. I remember once, in a club, i was with my friends...then i saw that girl omg she was sexy. I stopped talking to my buddies, went strainght the the girl without losing eye contact and told her : You are beautiful. I could see her eyes almost starting to cry (of joy) since it was so sincere and real. Whats odd is that right after I came back to my buddies like if nothing had happened...oh god

I learned so much about myself in the last 3 years.
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Jan 25 2010 10:57am
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yea in some cases, the depression that comes after a long and intense HIGH can be fatal.

Whats sad is that most of the time, people go see the doctor when they feel bad. And A LOT of people get a depression diagnostic when it is Bipolarity. Then they take anti depressants, which is really bad cause it enhances the Highs and all...

I'm lucky my mom convinced me (i had my doubts too...) while I was HIGH. Its so weird man. Like if I was on Speed naturally. I could hook up with any girl cause of the no-limit self confidence. I remember once, in a club, i was with my friends...then i saw that girl omg she was sexy. I stopped talking to my buddies, went strainght the the girl without losing eye contact and told her : You are beautiful. I could see her eyes almost starting to cry (of joy) since it was so sincere and real. Whats odd is that right after I came back to my buddies like if nothing had happened...oh god

I learned so much about myself in the last 3 years.


most peoples dont even realized that, one of my friends survived in afghan a car bomb 3 german soldiers died, after 1 week back in germany he suicided because of unknown depression.

thats why i hate him so much now.

and to the red part, omg u could had sex with her..

This post was edited by Decide on Jan 25 2010 10:58am
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Jan 25 2010 11:02am
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most peoples dont even realized that, one of my friends survived in afghan a car bomb 3 german soldiers died, after 1 week back in germany he suicided because of unknown depression.

thats why i hate him so much now.

and to the red part, omg u could had sex with her..


I know lol. But it wasnt my goal at that moment, maybe I just wanted her to know it
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Jan 25 2010 11:04am
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I know lol. But it wasnt my goal at that moment, maybe I just wanted her to know it


isnt it hurting, when you are thinking about it right now?
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Jan 25 2010 11:05am
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isnt it hurting, when you are thinking about it right now?


Maybe It would have hurt after If we had sex

I was so intense
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Jan 25 2010 11:28am
Quote (BiG_BeN @ 25 Jan 2010 19:05)
Maybe It would have hurt after If we had sex

I was so intense


you can be realy happy that you got it undercontroll

This post was edited by Decide on Jan 25 2010 11:28am
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