nope.

get one.

you won't have time to think, and you'll have money to spend on women. then you'll have even less time to think, because you'll be thinkin of the woman.

he works out though.

fuck waiting for it to happen.

job+women+activity+workout
no need to workout, but he likes that shit.

I never learned to be someone else. I am always myself.
john is confident, and he doesn't put on an act, and I don't think respect is an issue.
relationships don't need to be easy, not everything is going to be easy.
after a 3 year relationship, i was single for a whole week.

i dont really like sports, never have probably never will. the only sport i like is MMA.

i get plenty of exercise i jog, and go to the gym, and in the future i would ike to learn many different forms of martial arts "just incase"



can't i have my own personal values on places i will work and were i wont work.

right now its alost impossible for me to get a job, i need car and for me to get a car i need a licence. (witch im trying to get but its hard...)

i am very much so against many establishments that are within our society.

i also want and like to think about this stuff, it gives my life purpose. if i didn't think about this stuff it would make me me into something i would hate, and could not live as.

i dont live for pussy either, i've made a personal oath that i will never become that kind of person. i want to be selfless and live for the greater good. don't get me wrong women are great its not like i dont want one either... but i will never put pussy before what i have sworn to dedicate my life too.

so many people i know the only thing they care about is pussy and money, i have dreams i don know what theres are, but something tells me theres are not as great and ambitious as mine.



trust me i'll never get into sports i hate them. i only work out cause its necessary i dont enjoy it but i enjoy the results.

and its not like i'm not confident lol... i respect myself more then any individual i know besides my friend mike me and him are like equals in my eyes.

i just feel so lost is all, i know what i need to do but yet its so hard to try and get it done its very overwhelming, and it stresses me out.

This post was edited by staysictonkpils on Jan 12 2010 11:31pm