Quote (Epiphany @ Jan 1 2010 04:27pm)
you have to understand, that i dont need any of these things, if there was a time where I could choose something I wanted really bad over what I have now
I would choose the things that I really wanted - and the things I have now are WAY more in value (money wise)
and when I say my life... i mean as in being happy... i try hard and hard everyday... but sometimes it gets shattered for one of multiple reason
no one has to worry about me or anything ill BE fine, will never hurt myself or anything... just sometimes my depression makes me no fun to be around lol
thats called life i'm not happy either dude, there are many people just like u and me.
everyone gets depressed and i get the same way. if i'm around people who are happy and giddy i become so infuriated for no reason, i etupset and depressed it pisses me off idkwhy. how am i supposed to fit into the norms of sociey when i can barely even be around people.
i dont get along with my good close friends anymore, i dont have any money, i dont have a job and i dont have the motivation to get one, i dont have a GF dont think i'll ever get one cause i'm so fucking negative about everything. so ur not the only one whos fucked up, u just need to live and find some way to be a little less depressed.
i try to exercise it sorta evens me out, but it doesn't make me feel 100%.